eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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today
Wednesday, September 27, 2006, 9/27/2006 07:39:00 PM
so it's official.. NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! oh my (OUR haha) god... talk about a sudden blessing falling right out of the sky :D. gaaaahd! you don't know how exhausted I've been oh wait correction I AM lately!!! talk about having group projects and all you find is yourself all alone... your hands--so filthy with glue, almost getting burn by the tip of the glue gun. your eyes? like a racoon already!! and you just feel like you're losing a lot of brain cells. @_@ haii, I'm just so stressed out! Yesterday, I was making our group project, I was so happy that I'm almost done with it, until I realized that... it's already10:54pm &&! to make things worse.. di pa ko nagaaral sa aming quiz at gumagawa ng takdang aralin para sa filipino at aritmetik. :l so cram cram cram, I was doing once again. bammer. and just awhile ago... just as I went out of the faculty room, my mom began shouting at me (and you know all that drama :l ) haiis, what's wrong with doing your project? I really can't understand life nowadays. I feel like I'm slowly falling apart from what I used to cling to. Before... HONOR YOUR PARENTS, NO BOYFRIEND UNTIL 18, NO DRINKING, NO SMOKING, REMEBER TO KEEP HOLY THE SABBATH DAY, DO YOUR HOMEWORK EVERRYDAY, and of course my number one rule.. take a bath 3 times a day :)but now.. wait! I STILL TAKE A BATH OK??? hahaha. and no, I'm still loyal to my no smoking sign. I am still a faithful fan of my textbooks ahaha. nerd amp. buttttt... yes I do drink (occasionally), I get a lot of petty fights with my 'rents lately, I don't get to go to mass sometimes, AND... no I don't have a boyfriend, but I have my err.. him.. haha. maybe this is what's been bugging me for so long now, that I'm disobeying my parents. but the hell with it? THEY KNOW. they don't approve or disapprove! I am so puzzled, I mean what are you guys trying to convey? waaa. i hate it. but I'm really sorry mom, I'm still your little girl. nothing has change, trust me.