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I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a lesbian.
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Saturday, September 23, 2006, 9/23/2006 12:18:00 PM

it's raining today, and I don't think I'd be able to go to Pao's bday. :l shax bammer. sana tumigil na yung ulan!! >:l


yesterday I didn't go to my club instead I joined the music jam, gash! I sooo miss this club. I missed Rocky's sarcasm! =)) I miss singing pansinin mo to Janmar =)) lol. haha. I kinda miss my old life.. wait who am I kidding? I MISS IT A LOT! :( I miss Twilight. I feel your loneliness Kit!! :)) di bale, jamming parin!! Anyway, yun nga Kit and I were jamming then she said we ought to make a new compo. I said I don't want to write about love anymore. I suggested drugs, alcohol, and smoking =)) but nahh. then she sarcastically suggested death duh!! I was so game for death! haha. And after a long conversation, we still ended up talking about love :l and death :)) oh the tragic love stories! soo effing good!


oh the ironies of life, it will hurt like hell but it will make you a better person.

this story was based on my teacher's sister. she's 43 years old now, and still she's single. I asked my teacher if she doesn't feel lonely. he said it was her choice to be single. she was very happy with her decision. and she never had a boyfriend... because of one main thing... she was in love with her bestfriend. afraid of ruining their friendship she kept silent unto this day. 5 years later until after their graduation, the man got married to someone else. 5 years later again, he suddenly met up with my teacher, he confessed that all this time.. he was also in love with my teacher's sister. but now, it's just too late. The man is already married to a wife with 3 kids.


haii, that's just sad. maybe there are really some people on earth who don't have their soulmates. it's like, love wasn't really meant for them. could that even be possible? well all of us have our purpose in life, be it to share love with another homo sapien, an animal, or an obsession... or sometimes with yourself and only yourself. love yourself first, don't give too much or too little. but leave the better half to your self. coz in the end all you'll have left is your self alone. YOU DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP ONE DAY AND REALIZE... shit ang tanga ko!