eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
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![]() I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
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just choose one :|
Monday, October 16, 2006, 10/16/2006 03:47:00 PM
waaaaa, as in waaa to the 1oth power!!! this is all my fault, i got myself into this dilemma and now i don't know how to get out!!! :(( i don't understand i was just being friendly. FRIENDLY in a sense that I'M NOT INTENDING ANYTHING ROMANTIC TO POP OUT!!! :(( peng kasi eh! hindi ka nanaman nag-isip! pano mo to susolusyonan ngayon?! :(( i didn't know that he would fall! i was not even expecting that! i don't want to be confused by this. my mind is stabled already.. and i'm loyal. but why do You have to give me these choices whenever my heart has decided already? I want to believe that he's the one for me, but with Your signs... my perspective is slowly being crushed. ok, I admit I like the other one too, but my heart belongs to him. and now here comes another one..................... WAAAAAAAAAA. why do these things keep on happening?? i mean what should I do... close my doors and shut my eyes to other opportunities? look. I don't want to look like a playgirl here, cause really I'M NOT. if there is one person in this whole wide world that i want to be with, it would be him and him alone. and then some people who gave me advices said that... i shouldn't close my doors just yet, cause i'll never know if i'll never try. WTF?! what do you want me to do??? maging boyfriend ko yung tatlo ng sabay?! puta. peng umayos ka!!! just choose one, and choose the right one. anyway.. here are some of the pix taken yesterday 10/15/06 ![]() |