eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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love?
Monday, October 30, 2006, 10/30/2006 08:05:00 PM
A sudden feeling of enthusiasm. You want to wake up everyday just to see his face. You smile for no reason. You start to create a whole new perspective towards life. He becomes the center of your life. He's your light, your passion, you love him.
Everything becomes clear. This must be fate, this is real. No longer do you feel happy.. You now feel complete. You are blessed. Never letting go, vows for longer tomorrows, no longer are you uncertain.
Misunderstandings, Betrayal, Confusion, Mishaps, Uncertainty once more, Denial, thoughts of not being the One.... A storm may come in anytime, but still hold on. But there are times when your heart can't take it anymore. You let go.
Nothing left to do but waste time weeping over the so called happiness you once had. Every minute-- wasted dripping over your fingertips. You begin to ask questions that only make you cry harder. You search for justice, for love, for comfort... You search for his presence.
Now your point of view: LOVE KILLS. When everything fell apart, you did also.
But then again everything happens for a reason. You have become a better person with a better outlook towards life. Your happy and contented. Cause you know that..Life Goes On. :)BUT WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY?! WHY DID I JUST SAY THESE THINGS?! I am really confused. I don't know what I want right now. :