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I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a lesbian.
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Saturday, February 10, 2007, 2/10/2007 03:13:00 PM

"burrrrrn it's cold in here there's must be some BLAZERS in the atmosphere!"
wahaha, okaaaay? wala lang nafeel ko lang mag cheer. black is dominating the win's board! wuhoo! pero ang hirap kalabanin ng red :S hayhay. goodluck in the intrams everyone. :D


anyway. have you heard? yes, it's confirmed. we're over, and i'm happy about it-- i think. well it's for our best. he was right, paikot ikot nalang kami. there's still this part inside me that wants to go back to the way things were. i mean, it really is hard to move on on such a short notice. i'm gonna be honest, i'm not ready for this, all the while i thought everything will go back to normal. but it didn't. and we lost everything we had. it's gonna be hard especially at school. where i get to see you everyday, and over and over i'll have to pretend that i'm okay until the time comes that i've finally moved on. it's gonna be hard to fight the urges of falling again whenever we talk. it's gonna be hard just to look at you. and realize you're not mine anymore. i know.. i'll cry every night trying to overcome this depression. trying to convince myself that I AM NOT ALONE. i don't have to let go, and i wont either. i just have to move on.

let's stay friends. i don't want to lose our friendship anyways. you're a great friend, i was so blessed i met you. but let's be honest to ourselves... nothing lasts forever. thanks for everything. need i say more?

i love you. that's enough :)
thanks kurt ΓΌ