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I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
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Skeptical, me?
Friday, March 30, 2007, 3/30/2007 12:45:00 AM
RANDOM THOUGHTS101
Recently I've been so weird. (aside from my usual insanity..) I always find myself asking questions that are either unanswerable or just plain why-are-you-asking-me-that-fucking-question thing. Awhile ago I had an application for the drum lessons thingy, I was interviewed and gawd I was the only HS student there w/c Kuya Agoy said was a good score, well they're only gonna get 3 people out of all their applicants.. kamusta naman noh? Asa pa ko. Well going back to my topic. Kuya Agoy asked me if I was skeptical, I answered no. He asked me if I was an open minded person, and I answered a 50/50 yes.
1. St. Tomas said... "live a life of simplicity" as what God had told us to do.
= What exactly is the definition of a simple life? Is it not having that much luxury? Well as far as I know not being that much of an extravagant person is being a simple person. Well is being in the middle, being simple? If you're not higher than the highest level.. are you being simple? Normal. The same. Playing safe. Stereotypes. In the middle... Can I associate these with simplicity? If that's the case.. is this what God's wants me to be? I have nothing against it, I mean I'm a follower. That just gave me a contradicting reaction, waht about standing out? being unique, and all that crap. Err.. I'm confusing myself.
2. MALAS AKO SA PAG-IBIG.
= Yan na ata ang pinaka baduy na linyang nakita't narinig ko. Pero totoo yan. Bakit ganun? Ano bang mali sakin? Napansin ko lang ah.. ever since 14 years old ako ganito na takbo ng lablyf ko. Pif. Whatta. It's so ironic that the courtship lasts for a year or even more than a year but the relationship only lasts for some months. I mean what the hell is that? Tas I'll find someone new, but there always has to be a problem attached to it. It's either he's already taken, he's leaving, or he's just really out of my league. Whut's up peng? KAMON. Well I'm still young right? (riiight haha) I've got a lot more time, and yes yes I KNOW there are a lot more fishes in the sea, but what if all of them are just the same and didn't have any difference with my pastssss. Darn, I'll just be a nun. :)) Hayy BOYS WILL BE BOYS.
COMMERCIAL: Tanong ko lang ah.. May problem ba tayo? Diba tapos na? Ano pang pinoproblema mo? I really want to be friends with you, but if you're still bitter towards me then how can I accomplish that? If you think that I'm angry well I'm not, and if you're in love then I'll be happy for you. Just... ugh. what's the point? If only you can read this.
3. KOLEHIYANO.
= Ayan ka nanaman Peng, college boys nanaman. Hay. I wont blog about this anymore. Bahala na si batman.
ciao.