eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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thnks fr th mmrs
Sunday, March 04, 2007, 3/04/2007 03:03:00 AM
and yes, she did cry. but she also learned that nothing lasts forever. yes, nothing's
gonna be the same again for her. but that doesn't scare her, it just pains for her to sink
in the thought that he's no longer a part of her present, but her magical past. hence leading
to a wonderous disaster that will mold her into a more beautiful person. see? wounds leave scars. but mistakes leave lessons. she's been bruised and the wounds are still unbearably fresh.
but in time she'll realize that she made a blissful mistake, she has no regrets.
and as for now she's still listening to the saddest songs. but she's not angry, she's okay believe me.. she is. this risk will take time to accomplish. she'll have to undergo insufferable mishaps, wear pretentious smiles, and do all that drama. she's not gonna be herself for some time. but she'll survive.
yes she's happy now. last night was the most poignant moment of her life. she saw a shooting star under the most brightful moon. contradicting. weird. and coinsidental. she was collecting her thoughts before that happened. and then she found herself wishing upon a shooting star, she didn't care if that was so gradeschool-like. she pleaded. she could've wished for something that would make him come back, or that somehow the love's still there... but she uttered the most stunning words.. "i hope he's okay now."
and she was happy. she heard on the same night that he's okay already. her wish came true.
LIFE GOES ON. and I must too. :)
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