eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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happy. i'm happy ok?
Thursday, April 19, 2007, 4/19/2007 02:30:00 AM
Pano kung nalaman mong ampon ka lang? Pano kung tumigil sa pag-ikot ang mundo? Pano kung napunch na yung item sa cashier wala ka palang pera? Pano kung bigla kang naging halaman? Pano kung di ka na niya mahal? Pano kung iniwan ka niya sa ere? Pano kung nalaman mong pinagsabay niya kayong dalawa? AT! Pano kung maubusan ako ng mga tanong?-- Eh di okay. Hindi naman sa galit ako, di rin naman ako nagseselos. Pero yung tipong pag nakikita ko yung pangalan mo bumabaligtad ang sikmura ko. Tila gusto kong isuka lahat ng punyetang kasinungalingan na pinakain mo sakin. Ako naman si tangang lamon lang ng lamon. Pero mas tanga ka.. Sinayang mo ko.
You just watch me. I'll get my revenge >:) That sweet sweet revenge. But no. Let's stop here. As much as I want to kill you at this very moment... I won't. I'll just let your conscience get you, torment you as you sleep. I want 'em to scream my name in your ears until they fucking bleed. I want our memories to haunt you, I want those flashbacks to blind you... Make you realize that I'm not weak. And that I'm worthy. I want you to know how much I love you, and may this love burn you soul-first. May this love be an agonizing journey for you that'll take you unto the depths of a never ending road. And if ever you find your way back? You'll finally realize that you're A L O N E. You're alone and you're a fucking bastard.
I'm not angry. Really I'm not. :)
KUDOS bitch.