eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007, 4/10/2007 11:32:00 PM
I've been watching DVDs for the past few days. I finished the One Tree Hill season 4 already, gahd iyak-tawa talaga ako sa OTH nakakaaddik. And I got a bit disappointed that Lucas and Peyton ended up together again, haha real Brooke fan talaga ako. Tas iyak ako ng iyak nung inannounce ni Nathan on live television that he's willing to give up his dreams for Haley.. waaa, Nathan is such a dream boy talaga . So basically I've been sobbing over chiqflick-romantic shit movies. Wicker Park was my fave, pati yung The Break Up..gahd I love the ending of that movie, di na kasi sila nagkabalikan pa ulit. Ganun naman kasi talaga in real life. Nothing lasts forever. Fairytale endings are for dreamers who don't have the slightest idea of what reality is. And Happily Ever After isn't just a wink away.
I've been asking myself this question lately... When will I get this right? Just let me get this off my chest. I know a lot of people are reading my blog. And I know that my friends will get mad at me with what I'm about to type. But just bear with me. God forbid this feeling, but after that talk with Peter... He said something that awakened my stupid brain. It's somewhat clear to me now. I'm sorry for not being the right "girlfriend" (gahd can't believe i used that word -__-). It's such an irony how you described me as the most perfect girl to have ever entered your life. I'm so sorry for everything. But what's done is done. I'm not asking for his come-back or anything. I just really want to talk to him. And yes I really miss him right now.
THERE. Now all that's left to do is... be happy.