eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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Friday, April 06, 2007, 4/06/2007 06:41:00 PM
~~I got this ice box where my heart used to beat~~
(>_<) the rnb it's taking over meee!
Omarion's IceBox kept on playing on my mind when I woke up and now it's taking over my blog too xD haha. Don't worry people em gonna change it, and so is my skin (again -__-) No matter what I do, I never seem to be contented with my blogskin. It's like I wanna change it every other week :)) And I don't know with you guys.. Maybe it's the effect of being vain but I often waste time looking at my profile be it on multiply, friendster, bolt or blogger. Di ako nagsasawa @_@ WAHH VAIN. hahaha.
Holy Week is coming to an end, and is it just me or are Maundy Thursdays always climated with gloomy breezes? And Good Fridays are always cold. Hays sila nagvivisita iglesia kami andito lang sa bahay. Anak ng buhay! Plehs I AM SO BORED TO DEATH. Ang tagal pa ng lessons ko and I don't even know kung tuloy yun. Gaahh. >.<
Finally! I finished reading Veronika Decides to Die a while ago. Nawala kasi yung book for a month tapos nahanap ko ulit tas finally natapos ko na. Coelho is really some writer. He has this way of captivating one's attention by using irony and adjectives. It's like if he was to describe a pencil... He would say: It's his weapon for expressing thoughts. It's his source of communication. It's an exuberant revelation for arts and literature!
See what I mean? I connect much with Coelho 'cause I use adjectives way too much also, I describe one thought too much. Well be it hilarious or insane... I found myself weeping through each page, especially when Veronika confessed that she loves Eduard despite the fact that her days on Earth are already numbered. And to such melancholy Eduard felt the same way towards Veronika. Tapos yung night na nasa hill sila ng Lubiljana Eduard knew she was gonna die anytime now, so they went out and had an inuman session :)) Until...
"Veronika closed her eyes, and fell into a dream. The scent of death was sweet, the wine which brushed her hair under the moonlit sky."
I was sobbing like hell! But Veronika didn't die after all! BULLSHIT. Hahaha Mas gusto ko kasi ang mga depressing endings. Well turns out when you're aware of your death you come to live longer. Because you're being careful at your fragile existence. Nice nice. Maybe I should be like that. But I don't want a suicide attempt to let me realize that! Well people it's really a good read. It actually took the my nausea away :))
NEVER BE A MEDIOCRE. IF EVER YOU'RE CALLED SIMPLE AND NORMAL? BE MAD BE VERY MAD. Because God made us differently. No two leaves are exactly the same as what they say. And if you're caught being stuck in the middle of what's right and wrong? Just think of it this way... NECKTIES men are supposed wear them right? But why are they also on girls' uniforms? And what's it for? formality? fashion sake? People wear neckties because that's what they think is the right thing to wear. But for me? IT'S CRAP. Be crazy, be insane, be an outrage. Just don't be somebody else.