eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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Thursday, May 17, 2007, 5/17/2007 12:23:00 AM
Wooh, I've been so busy lately lessons here lessons there, study here more studying there! Rawrr @_@ But I'm loving it. Haha, I love the adrenaline of having so much to do in such a little time, I know weird right? Pero ewan ganun talaga ako, gustong gusto kong kunin yung pinaka-mahirap na job pero mapipiss off din naman ako eventually, pero gets gusto ko yung feeling na yun na parang "Lord have mercy on me!" situation na ako. Haha ok ok nuff said.Uhm well I was so overwhelmed that my beating was finally mastered and now I can do the Go-Go #2 beating with fill-ins! Rarararrr, haha you don't know what I'm talking about do you? Haha, well it's about my drum lessons thing, and remember bout my unbearably maarte classmates? Well guess what kasama ko na sila ngayon at may pamcdo mcdo pa kaming nalalaman haha, at take note!! Nagpapa edit pa sila ng pics nila sakin ngayon =)) Hang Fanneh talaguh. =)) (AHHH!! FUCK! I HATE LIZARDS!! COMMERCIAL LANG AH, MAY PESTE KASING LIZARD NA ALL OF A SUDDEN KUMAPIT SA KAMAY KO HABANG HAWAK KO YUNG MOUSE, LECHE!! MAMATAY NA LAHAT NG LIZARDS SA BUONG MUNDOOOO!! argh! haha)
Oh gawd, I'm having a dilemma :I Kasi I have this org. We have Bible study, soccer games, modeling, basta it's super fun pero may rule na you can't have a crush on your lecturer. Wait let me get this clear first, when I say lecturer they're not old people at all some are my age but mostly they're around 18-19. Eh ayun, After 1 and a half year, nakahanap ulit ako ng isa pang "KUYA" (hint hint: yung former "KUYA" he's a former seedista--eww that sounded weird). So yun, parehong pareho sila ng characteristics. He also plays the drums, the guitar, he's uber religious! His english vocabulary is sooo impressive, and once he talks my heart begins to melt. GAHH. I'm lovestruck not lovesick!! Buti nalang di ko pa siya nagiging teacher sa Bible study kung hindi baka mawala yung consentration ko for God. OMYGAWD. This is so so so wrong. @_@ Tapos sobrang galing pa niya sa soccer, marunong siya mag korean language, UPista pa siya, ohmaygahd na sa kanya na lahat! haha. He's so kind pa.. wahh. Alamo yun, tuwing nagkakasalubong kami sa katipunan, shempre dapat HI HELLO AND EVERYTHING. Pero siya hindi ganun, he'll smile and say "Oh Peng. Ingat ah." --- CAN I DIE NOW?! DUN PALANG SA SMILE PART NAMATAY NA KO EH. =))
Sobrang pareho yung feeling with this guy and Kuya _ _ _. Nyahaha. Pero yun nga Kuya ko na naman siya. At hindi nga pwede, well pwede naman siguro akong magkacrush pero hanggang dun lang. But I know, I know myself. That if I want something, I know I'll get it. I can charm my way out, I don't flirt mind you I really don't. I just win. Haha. Pero as long as I am in the domain of God I won't do that. I think (take note THINK) I wont have a boyfriend/fling/significant other/slave :)) or whutever you call it for the mean time. I'm gonna focus more on myself, GAHD VAIN NA NGA CONCEITED PA :)) Well basta ako lang naman nakakaintindi sa gagawin ko eh, maghintay nalang kayo.
And as for my "KUYA"... ewan! Bahala na si Batman. I mean si Lord. I hope this crush thing shit will not grow into an infatuation or sumthin, I hope hanggang dito lang. Please. Haha.
HAPPY HAPPY BURTHDAY MEMURRY MONZOWNESSS. Haym lab you! Oh 15 ka na ah, say no to drugs ok? =)) Takte, ako pa ata inaalagaan niyo ni Ed eh, eh 16 na ko haha thanks mga pare. God bless forever and ever, and happy birthday ulit sa inyo ni papaolrac sa 18. Wahihihi, kilig meeee. :))
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