eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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leaving
Thursday, May 24, 2007, 5/24/2007 02:07:00 AM
This entry is for you, for someone who makes my life a bit more brighter and worth while. It'll be so different after your leave. As I've said a trio wont make any sense kung 2 nalang kami. Nung past few weeks medyo di pa ko worried about this. Pero nung nakachat kita kanina, sobrang feel ko gugunaw na buong mundo ko. Honestly, I don't how my life will be after your leave. Di ko na alam kung sinong sasama sakin pag magcocommute ako or yung kumain lang ng fishballs sa may DASC. Nakakatawa nga isipin na sobrang hate pa kita noon, kasi tingin ko sayo mayabang na basketbolista. Ok so ganun ka parin naman :)) JOKE LANG! Siguro nga blessing narin na naging magkapitbahay pa tayo sa Tierra.Gawd I'll miss those days. Our Brewing Point escapades. Our Mcdo getaways. Our gimmiks, our vanity pictorials, our bonding moments, our inuman sessions... LAHAT NA! I don't know who I'd run to now. You're the one who understood me the most, tas pinapagalitan mo ko pag alam mong mali ako. I'm so thankful for that. Kahit inaaway kita minsan kasi alam natin na mataas talaga pride ko. Kahit nagtatantrums nako andyan ka parin eh! When Kurt gave up on me you were there. When everyone had their backs turned on me, you were still there. When I was depressed about my dad you comforted me. You always supported my every move. You're more than a brother, even more of a friend.. You're my bestfriend.
Sino na magiging kawrestling ko? Wala nakong kasama magstarbucks. Wala nang magsusundo sakin kahit sobrang in the middle of the night na. Wala nakong ka-videoke! :(( Wala nakong math teacher. Wala nakong aawayin pag mali sagot nating dalawa. Wala nakong kakulitan pag dismissal. Wala ng manlilibre kay Cyril ng pagkain :)) Wala na.. kalahati ng HS life ko nangyari dahil sayo, pag umalis ka.. di parang kalahati nalang rin natira sa buhay ko. Hay ang drama, halata bang mamimiss kita ng sobra? :(
Natatawa nalang ako pag may chismis na naman sa faculty kung tayo ba :)) Actually tayo nga! Tayong tatlo nila Eme diba? 2 years na nga tayo eh :)) Haaay :| TWO YEARS. Ganun ganun nalang mawawala. Sobrang mamimiss kita. Sorry kung minsan nattake for granted ka namin ni Eme. Nagpakabulag kasi ako sa past relationship ko. Tss, mas okay pala ang bestfriend kesa sa boyfriend. Walang TWO-TIMING sa bestfriend-relationship. Walang cool-off at hindi nagbbreak.. Maliban nalang kung sapilitang aalis yung taong yun :|
Tangina Ed mamimiss talaga kita. As in punyeta! As much as I want your leave to be cancelled, I wont wish for that anymore. Mas makakabuti yan sa inyo eh. And your dad needs you there. Just do what you have to do. Don't mind us, of course we're sad. But if moving would offer a better life for you and yer family then we want nothing more than for you to live a life of betterment. I know it's gonna be hard keeping this friendship with a long distance relationship. Pero basta kahit anong mangyari tsong wag mo kong kakalimutan ah? Pasalubong ko nalang isnow ha! :)) chaka hot american blonde :))
Haaaay. Tawa ako ng tawa, pero gusto ko na talagang umiyak. :|
Take care Ed. I'm always here for you. :)