eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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over and out
Wednesday, May 23, 2007, 5/23/2007 02:16:00 AM
You've forever been breaking my heart. When are you gonna stop? 'Cause I'm getting tired of this. People change, I know that.. but I didn't want this kind of change. What has got in to you that I suddenly became your worst enemy? Do you know what you're doing?! You're making me feel like I'm a bitch, a slut, a whore. And you know what's worse? You make me feel like I'm a nobody. Past or present and most definitely in the future, I know I'll never be enough.I'm not mad, and I don't hate you for proudly "speaking" those words. I know it meant something, joke man yun or hinde... There's a reason why you said that. I'm not gonna lie, I was hurt by those words, but hey that's your life I don't have any control over it anymore.
Just so you know, I'm doing fine. I mean I was doing fine until "that" incident. Biglang bumalik lahat. Lahat ng galit, lahat ng sama ng loob, lahat ng gusto kong sabihin. But I have to contain myself. One wrong move can destroy us. So.. I don't hate you, like you hate me. But I hope that, that hate will fade someday. I just want to be friends with you again, nothing more.. nothing less.
Is that so hard to do? :( Let go of what we had. I just really want us to be friends again.