eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007, 6/19/2007 09:26:00 PM
Ang ganda talaga ng puwesto ko sa class, front and both sides puro Koreans, at sa aking likuran? Ayun, inseparable talaga kami ni Raymond, minsan lang ata ako nawalay sa kanya at punyemas ubos na buhok ko sa kakabunot mo leche ka. @_@ Inggit ka ata kasi mahaba hurr ko eh ikaw ano ka? :)) Anyway, ang hot nung isa naming Korean classmate si Feb oh my gollyshmolly ang uber hot niya x). And as usual may nakaaway na naman akong Koreano :))
Do I really look like a Korean? My seatmate, Mark (Korean rin), well being the good and approachable classmate that I am (sige angal :P) I helped him in almost all of the subjects and also being the complete gagong-manttrip that I am, whenever he's asked if he liked me.. ako yung sumasagot ng Yes. :)) And the next thing I know he's courting me. -__- Please help me. Eto yung nangyari..
MEMERY: Mark! Peng has a boyfriend already. :P
MARK: I don't care! Shibal (hahaha)
(5 minutes of silence, I was pretending that I didn't hear their conversation even though they were just by my side, ayun kunwaring nagsusulat ng notes pero deep inside namamatay nako)
Then he talked to me..
MARK: Is it really true that you have s-s-s-someone special?
PENG: Uhh, (sabay tingin kila Mike pleading for help)
MARK: You're not answering my question..
PENG: Why do you want to know?
MARK: Because I'll kill him.
Gumunaw ang mundo ko nun. @_@ Buti nalang humirit si Raymond na siya daw yung boyfriend ko =)) HAHAHA. Grabe talaga, tapos seatmate ko nga siya diba? So pag may seatwork tas sinabing open your books to page whatev, siya kukuha ng libro ko at ibubukas niya sa assigned page. Tas lagi niyang inaayos yung gamit ko tas nagagalit siya pag may gumagalaw sa jacket ko. OHMAYGAHD ang dami pa niyang kababalaghan na ginagawa. Nababaliw na talaga ako, isang buong trime ko tong katabi please Lord save me @_@_@_@_@
I feel terribly disheartened and I don't know why. Ang korny pakinggan pero.. I feel like there's something missing. To be quite frank I'm not happy when all of the world thinks that I should be. That was a selfish thought, but that's the truth. Empty, numb, stiff, coarse, distraught, dull.. Damned. I am so damn empty, gawd stop it.