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steady state theory
Thursday, June 21, 2007, 6/21/2007 09:35:00 PM

This is so not right. She's at the verge of giving up, and freely falling deeper and deeper as to who she thinks is the right (one) for her. There are a lot more fishes in the sea, an overrated line that she has never seemed to fully understand, or maybe she just won't let herself accept that fact.. But it's true, it's so so so true but her world seems to be revolving around one person only.

Daym enough with the 3rd person shit, I feel like I'm stuck in a place where I just want to get out but I constantly find myself going back unto the same path. I have to make a decision pronto. I mean, this thing that's happening is transitory, I'm not even sure if "that" will happen.. I'm not saying that I want "that" thing to happen, nor am I disapproving of "that" thought. I just don't want to be doing the same cycle all over again, it's not that I made a mistake or something (hell no!) I mean you're one of the best things to have ever entered my life. Pero.. Ugh. ANG LABO! @_@ Everything I say has a contradiction. Err, I'll stop this nonsense already.

Hay, ang lapit na ng JULY 20.. I can almost taste the bitter part of this so called 'sweet life'. I know, we've promised that nothing's gonna change between the three of us, but reality-wise? time and DISTANCE really does affect one's relationship.. I hope it'll make us 3 stronger. I'll surely miss you Ed. I don't want to start any drama-shit or anything but.. :(( shit talaga bat aalis pa kayo? :((