eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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Back To California
Sunday, July 15, 2007, 7/15/2007 05:11:00 PM
ED song ko yan para sayo, Back To California by Sugarcult. Hay hay. I really can't explain what I'm gonna feel after the 20th of July. I' happy for you and your family. But having to lose your best friend.. That's not something to smile about. Can't believe you're leaving in a few days, and it's gonna be a loooong time till we see each other again. Yeah, as the song goes.. I can feel the pressure, it's getting closer now. Hay, I am seriously sad right now. I mean, madrama na kung madrama pero pota sino nang kawrestling ko niyan? Tangina memoriees :(( Ang daming memories, gusto ko pa sana dagdagan.. pero haaay. AMP. :| Ed, I can't promise na magiging ganito parin tayo kaclose pag nasa San Francisco na kayo, I mean YM nalang source of communication natin. Yeah sure, I'll find a new bestfriend.. pero iba parin ang isang "Edward Mangibin" HUWAW SAN KA PA XD haha.. I'm serious mehn. Gahd I love you to the bones chong! I'll surely miss you, really really miss you. OL ka parati ah.. Shete :((And yeah today, I was also happy. I mean gahd.. YOU make me so happy XD I thought I was gonna lose another person again a while ago. Sobrang cry me a river ako kanina potek. Bumalik kasi lahat, STUPID MISTAKE! Fuck you Aiah go to hell! I swear. I hope you burn there. Twas because of that mistake that I lost.. well.. you know him. Gahd I feel like I wasted his time. One single mistake and it tore my life apart. I wont do that again, I'm not stupid.. I'm better. And yeah.. I'm really sorry that I wasted everything we had. You deserve someone better, someone who's simple, someone you can easily talk to. :> You don't need your perfect girl, you just need the right one.. And she's the one mehn! Go for it! Wag nang torpeeee :)
And again.. Gahd YOU make me so happy. The FLASH mehn. :)) The hell, I don't care if YOU're the "Flash". I don't care whoever you were before, I mean.. Ikaw yan eh. Labs kita eh AMP AMP :> YOU just made me so happy awhile ago.. Alam niyo yung mga usong linya sa WHO I WANT TO MEET part sa friendster? Yung mga tipong.. "Someone who'll accept me for whoever I was and I am.." Gahd, totoo pala yun? XD HAHAHA. Oo na baduy na kung baduy.. WALA AKONG PAKE POTA =)) Hay. Thanks :)
*Just so you, readers, know.. 3 persons were talked about in this post. EDWARD, him, and YOU. Hahaha waw, information galore @_@ =))*