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I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a lesbian.
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Thursday, July 12, 2007, 7/12/2007 07:13:00 PM

And I’ve come too far to get over you
And you don’t have a clue
You don’t know what you do to me

I'm not sure if I want to blog about this. I don't want to be pretentious nor a falsifier for not wanting to set forth on the things I really want to say. Maybe that's just it, the fact that I didn't say anything made things so stabled and safe and having this safe silence is tearing me apart. @_@ Yeah the fucking mixed tape of emotions is getting the best of me once again. Screw you! Don't make me oh-so-effing-confused anymore, 'cause I like where I am now.

SO THERE'S THIS GUY.. (hmm Pao? XD)

And he kinda has my heart. :)


Yeah.. That's right. He makes things better off somehow. :) Hmm.. but I still have downfalls, and downsides.. and some down-right-irritating dilemmas. Gahd struggling for what you yearn for and what you think you need--- I never thought it would be this hard. Unlike before.. Nooo, ayoko. Don't take me back Hirooo. I want what I'm having right now. I want to pursue this and get my heart broken (eventually), than to go back and redo all the same heartbreaks all over again.. And make the biggest mistake of my life.

Shit 'nuff with the love crap thing. I need a song for Glee Club tomorrow, vich.. Life's a betch. And I'm slowly figuring out how this math project's gonna work out! Wuhoo, something to cheer me up amidst all this bullshit. Uhm so.. Once again, LOVE is the main topic in TLE, and right now I'm researching and C/P-ing on mic.word some love quotes. It sickens me to the bones yung iba wrong grammar pa, para lang magkaron ng rhyme sa huli gumagawa ng mga sariling words. Potek. Ako nalang gagawa ng sarili kong love quotes XD haha. But I found this one, well it's not a quote.. But I love it @_@ Enihu, you guys wouldn't want to know. Keis I'm off. AP mode here I come gahd :|