eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
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Pengina.
Thursday, July 05, 2007, 7/05/2007 06:42:00 PM
What the Peng?! Pengina mo!-- Oh san ka pa? Mura na pala ako ngayon, sira ulong-retartded-maniac na Eric yan. Hahaha, naiinis na talaga ako sa kanya! Gorr! Ang kulit ng lahi, phack. This day rocked like hell mehn! (Double speak AMP :|)Argh! I nearly cried a while ago. Teacher's words hit me like a big bus. They went straight to my heart and crushed my effing pride. Well it's a good thing no one saw me at that time. Ewan, things suddenly fell into a conclusion that I'm (still) bitter. Aww mehn, I thought I was doing fine already! But when she said.. "You know what guys, with Peng's skit a while ago, parting ways should be done in a good manner. Be friends, there's that relief inside of you when you guys are friends. You may be a bit confused, but that's the right thing." (Coordinate that part with Teacher Alta's accent hahaha) Gahd, those were the things she said,or atleast what I remembered hearing from her. Sobrang tumpak eh! Tas ako pa yung example.. SIGN?! Gahh, her words were the exact (well almost) words/thought/feeling I blunted in my blog a few days ago. Ayaw akong tigilan naiinis nako @_@ Gaahh, I don't want to furthermore elaborate about this matter. :|
And on the other hand... Well. Uhm yeah, still awkward. Hard. Hesitant. Pssh. I don't want this kind of "staring game" friendship anymore. :|