eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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this idle hour just won't pass
Friday, August 03, 2007, 8/03/2007 05:12:00 PM
Problema mo, problema ko rin.. Guilt-trip ka ba? Sorry na :| Ang labo ko, ngayon ko lang narealize yun. Tipong oorder ako ng chocolate hot fudge tas pag na sakin na gusto ko pala ng caramel. Iyak-tawa mode. May aawayin ako ng sobra tas after five minutes, parang walang nangyari. Ewan, kahit ako di ko maintindihan kung ano bang klaseng mood-swing ang meron ako. Basta.. sorry na please? Ang rude nung ginawa ko. Tas ako pa may ganang magalit, eh ako nga yung may problema. See?!?! I'm a freaking weirdo. Gawd, mahirap magsorry lalo na ang taas taas pa ng pride ko -__- pero sorry talaga :|I better start being selfless. And I should stop being such an ignorant pretentious wacko. Hay bat ba kasi nandito parin ako?! Nakakabwiset na ha.. I want to go back to the start and untie this stupid string that's been hanging on for too long now. I still can't accept it. Why the hell am I still here? I'm getting tired of asking myself about that--- That question is something even Einstein can't answer. And no one can prove the relativity of misery, happiness, distraught and bliss put up altogether to form this bombarding thing that we call love.
I wish I had an edible amnesia. I wish we were robots, so that following commands is the only thing that we do best thus we'll have no one to blame but our owners. No stupid mistakes, no grudges, no nothing. I never thought being capable of feeling pain and happiness can bring forth such a responsibility that you must take care of. Think about it.. Since human beings are so smart they can memorize a whole book, answer discombobulating math questions, develop the present, predict the future... and linger from the past. Sucks isn't it?
Since human beings are so beautiful, they tend to compete. And with the strike of failure, they tend to be bitter and jealous. Now that's a bitch. Jealousy, bitterness, and resentment. Gahh bitches. Hmm, well now YOU know how I feel. Go ahead, say that I lied about that "over" thing. I am trying. I'm really really trying. Don't go anywhere 'cause you make things better of somehow. Gawd, sorry talaga. @_@
I miss our midnight rides on highway 18.. but 18 is gone.
Hay, I miss Edward :(