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I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a lesbian.
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Thursday, September 20, 2007, 9/20/2007 05:49:00 PM

Ok, so this is the part where I break down. I just want my normal life back... if that's even possible. In fact I never had one, so what's the point of my ranting? @_@ Idk. I just hate everything that's happening right now. I hate my subjects, I hate my flute class, I hate my seat, I hate the weather, I might even hate myself.

For a person who takes the lead most of the time, I'm pretty much uncertain (again :|). I don't know what I want, I don't like what I need, and I don't know how to love. Hence... I'm a mess. Gorrs, this is like PMS to the enth level. ^!(%#Y*$%!&(^&!&!^#666!##!*@*! I miss everything. My pride is eating me soul-first, why must I live the overly-dramatic life? Out of these 6 billion people, why can't I just be the one? :| Well after examining your eyes, I finally came to a conclusion that I'm not there anymore. It's like looking through a stranger's eyes, maybe that would be better 'cause looking through someone else's won't bring any feeling of distraught. Guhh, well I don't see myself anymore.. that explains why I can't be the one.

Enough crap. FOB's here already T_T WHY MUST I SUFFER THIS EXCRUCIATING PAIN?! Why wasn't my fob ticket bestowed upon me?! WHY?!?!? Hay. Let it go Peng. Let it gooo T_T Manunuod na ko eh, pero andaming hadlaaang. Naddepress talaga ako. Isipin mo, mismong girlfriend ni Pete Wentz di makakanuod ng concert niya T_T_T_T_T Hay nako. May Paramore pa. Never give uppp! @_@