eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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eh potek...
Tuesday, October 02, 2007, 10/02/2007 09:26:00 PM
ADVANCED HAPPY TUBIG DAY ANNA BAREDOW! :D :D :DHappy birthday in advance Tin and Dea! Haymissyew guys :(
Belated happy birthday Mariel, Mick and chor Jeenuh. :)
Weeew ang dami @_@ heniways.. The fair date will be changed, well I really don't care if it's gonna be moved or canceled. I think I'm kind of worn off already with these fairs.. they're so typical, well at least it's gonna be a free day with fooood. Ayy may name na nga pala ang aming booth.. what better name can you give our booth (Blind Date) than (dun dun dunnn...) Eklovebooth? At syempre sinong nagsuggest niyan? No other than Sir Francis, oh clap clap clap XD Grabe, tapos yung ibang suggestions: Bulag na Petsa, Love is Blind, Nagmamahalang Bulag, 3 Blind Dates.. Grabe so don't blame Sir F. his suggestion was by far the best from the others. Haha.
Yeheyyy shower day na ni Anna!! Food trip + Karaoke na naman! Can't wait, can't waiiiit @_@ Tapos kuya Alex na naman! HAHA. Joke.. kamon, hindi na talaga pramis. I'm also excited for Tin and Dea's party, I so miss those two. In fact I miss them all. And furthermore.. I miss MC :| I won't be able to go to their fair.. awts lecheng field trip T_T
Uhm Idk how to say this in a manner that no one will get hurt. I've fashioned so many thoughts just for this to come out right. I don't know why but I really think we're better off like this. I hate arguments the same way I hate my facking pride. Please don't hate me for not wanting to take risks and chances. For not going through the same road once again.. We're better off this way because I can meet a thousand boys and forget them in a week or so, but I won't let myself to just lose a friend like you. I hope you get that. I always go with a philosophy of loving my friends more than my boyfriend, loving myself and keeping this dignity intact. We're still young, and we're in highschool. We're also studying in a school where there are only 500+ people in our HIGHSCHOOL dep't. Highschool pare, highschool... we're still a year away from college, I'd rather enjoy this freedom first.. We'll meet a lot, and I mean A LOT of people in the mere future. So I really hope you understand. This might be over but I'm still gonna be with you in the long run.
I guess that's just it right? When you become one of those people whom you hate so much, you'll realize the other side of life.. that not everything you hate is bad. You can't really blame the people who fall out of love, and those whose sparks went astray.. I know it's a lame reason, but be it irritating, it's the obvious truth. The truth that 'forever' is just another word used to make literary selections more appealing to the heart, when it's actually an appalling contradiction to this thing that we call 'love'.
Err don't get me wrong, I'm not being bitter or anything I'm just looking on the smarter side of life. Gahh the hell would I care about such nuisance! @_@ I love to be in love ok? I mean everyone does. And gahd I'm 16, with these bunch of unwritten stories waiting before me. I'm uncertain of the things I just said, idk it just came out of my "mouth" (fingers? XD). But one thing I am sure of is that, again.. I'll never leave you. I wont leave you hanging and I wont tolerate a sad face anymore, ok? Please? :)