eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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Friday, November 09, 2007, 11/09/2007 07:12:00 PM
And she never was the best... Gawd, this is super my song. Fits my feelings, fits my day. 17 Ain't So Sweet by TRJA. Yeahp, how's it like being 17? Well.. 16 was sweet, and you all know what follows a sweet tongue.. Bitterness. Hmm, why is it that every time my bday is approaching the days before that (including this) would be a complete disaster. Guh. Maybe I'm being too negative. I'm just so dissatisfied right now, my celebration got canceled. Idk my busy 'rents seemed to have forgotten it, hence they'll be holding a business meeting here in our house. I really don't care, I jas wanna hav ayscreem. :) Gawd 2 hours nalang...Moments later...
OK so birthday ko na. Waw. Thanks guys, thanks John tumawag ka pa. Haha. At Migs hindi ako PREmature, pwede ba bago ka mang-asar i-make sure mo nga na tama mga ginagamit mong words.. IMMATURE kasi! XD Oo na, oo na.. isip bata na. -__- Mga bwiset. Tchee. Gahd, I can't feel it. :| Usually I'd feel excited and all "grown up" but this time I just feel... I feel like a rock. It's like Yey It's my birthday. Wee. Kbye. Hay what's wrong what's wrooong? I feel like 17 is such a boring phase. 16 is sweet, 18 is enchanting, but 17... it's just plain boring. Skip to the next year please remote control kamon. XD Hay, thank you talaga sa mga bumati. At dun sa di pa bumabati PWES BUMATI NA KAYO :| Hahaha.
Guys, next Sat yung celebration. Ren ren, Krispy Kreme ko :P Mike, kiss ko. =)) JOKE LANG. Yuckerr :| Hahaha. Grabe fuck that Fil paper crap! I spent 6 hours working, Pao and I finished at 1.30am, naparanoid pa dahil walang printer. Nagpaprint sa DOS, naulanan, late nakauwi PARA LANG MALAMAN NA IREREVISE ULIT YUN?! POTEK. Ang draft kasi ay hindi type-written. Please maawa ka naman sa fingers ko, mahirap magtype ng 6-hours straight. Maawa ka rin sa mga puno, sinasayang mo yung paper. Awch talaga T_T
Aww, I'm missing someone so bad. He suddenly crossed my mind for some reason, Idk it's been awhile since we last spoke.. spoken face to face and seriously that is. He seems so very distant from that room, separated by jalousies that seemed like barriers of steel, or is it just me? Or maybe reality's breaking my heart again. Dear you, I loved you from that classroom window, but you were too busy making girls like me feel miserable. Wala lang, I just really miss you.
I miss Edward as well. I need him now, this instant please pronto! bilis! faster! Kamoon. :| Hay. Di ka nagpaparamdam, kala ko wala kayong net pero OL parati si Gabo. ANO BA YAN HA :| haha. Joke. Labyu. :D
Well I'm off. Maybe when I wake up later, I'll feel more of a birthday celebrant compared to this wasted feeling. I seriously want to drink. @_@ Stop stop stop. Shutp.
Kbye.