eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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Sunday, December 30, 2007, 12/30/2007 01:38:00 AM
Oh glory 2008 is, apparently on my watch, a day to go. Ok so, I'm gonna reminisce for a while.. haha. Loser. But what the hell, blog ko to eh.. sorry ka nalang. :D2007 was one hell of a rollercoaster T_T I really didn't expect things to be this way. I thought I'd just live my life like any normal girl in highschool, but apparently the statement of me being NORMAL is totally wacked. My 2007 life has been on extremes. I've experienced joy--triumphant, jubilant, exuberant, poignant days with my cheek bones almost getting numb because of smiling throughout the whole day. Sadness--painful, melancholic cry-me-a-river days. STRESSFUL DAYS which include petty fights and the like.
It was in 2007 when I went completely ballistic. There were days when I would party so hard, but the next day I'd spend the whole day lying in bed, wasting teardrops while listening to "senti" songs. I was a complete mess: failing subjects, disobeying BIG TIME my 'rents, going home way too late, internet until my eyes pop out, unbearable tantrums T_T, messing the life of others, and so much more. I beg my apologies, I was looking for a way to kill time... more like killing the depression. If I didn't do anything that's out of this world, chances are I'll be having severe insomia nights in my memory-packed planet.
Well, after so many months.. guess what? I KILLED THE DEPRESSION. And I'm like exulting myself right now. I'm really really really happy. I've learned so many things, and the best one is not to find a replacement for your happiness. Don't ever force yourself into doing something unacceptable just because your pride is eating you. Just go with the flow of life. SO I'M SORRY. I'm still mad at you, nevertheless I'm still sorry.
Wee I'm going to the beaaach. Sana di umulan sa New Year :| Haaaay :)