eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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Saturday, March 22, 2008, 3/22/2008 01:33:00 AM
Patapos na. Patience, damnit patience.March 14, 2007--That was my last. Yeah right. I'm such a hypocrite or maybe I'm just this little girl who's desperate for attention hence my redundant melancholic poetry...
Or... Maybe I just really can't do it. I don't want to do it. Idfk why, but I just don't. I've been trying so hard to get you out of my system, when all the while I just didn't want to. Now that's just ironic and dumbfounded. I have memorized the process already... I wake up, I ignore, I pretend, I love you. I've been so used to this, I write a thousand prose at midnight and dedicate all of them to you. God already knew what I was going to ask from Him before I even made the sign of the cross. He knew that I was going to plead for me to find a different life, one that doesn't revolve around you. Can't you see? I'm just so tired of you. I'm tired of constantly looking for myself in your eyes and over and over I fail. I'm tired of this false hope that you always bring.
Kulang nalang isuka na kita.
Pero eto na nga
Patapos na
Kaya ko ba?
Tagal ko tong hinintay...
Pero bat parang ayoko parin tapusin.
Weird.
I'm so tired of breaking up with you when we're not even together. DAMNIT! You clueless son of a GODDESS :)) Don't come back, though you know I'll always be here. Don't. Take care :)
EXAMS NA nyemas Thank you LORD! @_@