eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
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![]() I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
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Here's how we do :)
Monday, September 22, 2008, 9/22/2008 03:58:00 PM
Paooo: Hello :) Peng: Hi :) Paooo: MuZtah yOu? XD :)) Peng: K langz me. yOu po? :)) Paooo: Alayb and kiking :) Peng: Beri goods :) That's just how we do. It is what it is XD Sept. 20'08 Maybe I'm a little bit harsh. Maybe I'm asking for too much. Or maybe I just miss you big time and I can't handle this distance shared. I know you have problems of your on and I'm here to make things better for you, but sometimes it doesn't work the same way for me. I know, here I go again and I know you're fed up with this. I just can't seem to put the right pieces of this puzzle in place. I know you love me so much, but I'm wondering if love is enough I'm not asking for you to jump off a building or climb the highest mountain for me. I'm definitely not putting you down, in fact I'm the one who's down. Maybe I just need to feel that you're gonna be there. I don't want to read 'em over and over again and still feel down. Gahd I don't even know if you still read my blog, you're probably playing dota or RO right now :| Tsk. Maybe, this is just the effect of not being able to see each other as often as we want to unlike nung summer na halos magsawa na ko sa mukha mo XD Hey, I'm not falling out of love from you, I was mad and stupid and I just wanted to break you down when I said I don't know if I'm still in love with you. You know me, ma-pirde :| Idk if this is karma 'cos I've done a lot of bitchy things to you before and you still stood there nonetheless. Ok if it's karma I'VE LEARNED MY LESSON for crying out loud. I don't wanna feel this way towards you anymore, cos I haven't talked to you (seriously) for days and it's killing me. I miss you and Eme and Anna and Avy and Gian and everybodyyy :(( haha shut up fag. wasn't really gonna post that but I figured I shouldn't keep anything from you so for the record since we're being all honest here and stuff... The reason why I'm not in school is: I'm pregnant. NOT. Sira ulong kung sino man nagimbento nun =)) Tara suntukan na lang tayo. Tangna that's the lamest rumor I've had =)) Wala lang naalala ko tuloy yung PENGHATERS days ko hahahaha! Grabe ganun ba ko ka-bitch? Sorry na. :)) |