eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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House of composure (not)
Thursday, September 18, 2008, 9/18/2008 09:58:00 PM
I've been such a klutz and super absent minded lately @_@ I got up at 10 something AM and ate breakfast. I used some butter for my bread then ate then returned the butter inside the refrigerator... Well that's what I thought I did... I went upstairs and guess what? I still had it in my hands :| Gahd sabaw. Then ate Chic told me to turn on the t.v. but I can't turn it on with the remote cos the main switch on the t.v. was turned off so I got up (umeffort pa :|) and switched it on, so yun na ok na biglang pag balik ko sa bed kinuha ko yug remote at tinurn off ko yung t.v. AMP napastop talaga ako nun at gusto kong batukan sarili ko :))Ano ba Pao ang daldal mo :| :)) ang kulit seryoso skwater pa, tas di naliligo =)) Oo magkakabahay din tayo haha! Grabe sana ako rin vinivisit mo pag may sakit :| Ang layo layo ng nilakad ko para sayo tapos di mo man lang ako inoffer ng water -__-
Ayun, I want to get the hell out of here. Sorry God, I'm not cursing or blaspheming You in any way but as religious as my family is, especially my grand'rents, this is not where I want to be. This is really hell. I don't want to say that they're making my life miserable, I just don't want anybody interfering with my decisions (well except for my mom I guess). And I just hate their f-ing rules my gawd! I can't live like this and I know my siblings can't either. I miss my rebellious room that I get to spray paint any time I want. And that's what I hate my dad for, 'cause he forced us to move in our grandrents' house 'cause it'll be more easier for us daw. EASIER FOR YOU. Shit you can't imagine how pissed I am since we moved back here. I know, I know... I should be thankful 'cause atleast we're one big happy? family here--but that's what I was afraid of before, he knew clearly that we wont be able to handle all the pressure and adjustment-shit here. CLASHING TWO FAMILIES IS A BIG MISTAKE. I don't really hate them, hell I still got respect, I'M JUST PISSSSSSED OFF.
I am seriously moving out when I turn 18, and Im taking Ate Chic with me :|
Which reminds me..
It's nearly my debut!!! My theme's gonna be pink :| YEAH I KNOW SHUT UP. Pero guests ko lang yung mag pipink or any color close to pink WAHAHA :p so wait eto nalang..
THEME: Pink for a change. Candy for glory :9
ATTIRE: Semi-formal
WHEN: November 8 or November 15 (both on a Saturday para di alanganin)
VENUE: (still aint sure @_@ pero gusto ko may pool, any suggestions?)
STRICTLY NO GIFT NO ENTRY :D (hahaha joke lang)
I'll be sending invites through e-mail and text msging. Sorry kung if ever di ko kayo ma-invite kasi piling tao lang eh. Sobrang nahirapan nga ako eh, pero sabihin niyo narin sakin kung gusto niyo pumunta SUPER OK LANG.