eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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suicidal note
Friday, January 30, 2009, 1/30/2009 10:36:00 PM
Dear Clarity,I still have not found your presence.
I've been writing to you for so long now.
So when does the waiting end?
I'm starting to feel that you don't exist anymore.
Questions are being piled up,
but you know what?
I feel like I'm not aiming for some answers.
I aim for you.
So when does the hurting stop?
I'm becoming a murderer.
Killing. Pounding. Sobbing.
You know I'll always be waiting.
Love,
Conflicted.
Breaking up with friends is harder to accept than breaking up with your boyfriend/ girlfriend. I was going through our pictures, "ORIGINAL"... I swear, a tear formed in the corner of my eye. It was so damn right heart breaking. I mean, c'mon! We went through everything, from beings outcasts to achievers. Hindi niyo ba namimiss ang Zaido, Voltes 5, Lutenant Kutintin, Squidbird, at madami pang ibang kagaguhan?! KASI AKO TANGENA MISS NA MISS KO NA. Anong nangyari? Nagpakalunod kayo sa ka-cheapan ng Twilight fans. Nagpaka bitter sa break up, nagselos, nangbackstab, at ngayon wala na kayong pake sa isa't isa.
Nakakalungkot. Kayo lang naman binabalikan ko for comfort. Sa inyo kasi walang pressure, walang image na kailangan panindigan, kahit magpakapanget ka good lang. Nakakamiss maglaro, magtusukan ng ... =)) SINCE WHEN DID WE CARE ABOUT ANYTHING? We were supposed to be kids who fail yet rises. We were supposed to have heartbreaks and then cure 'em with a slumber party. We were supposed to be carefree. But now everything is just a big pile of dog shit on an old man's front porch.
Di niyo ba narerealize na wala na tayong oras? Mahigit 3 buwan nalang, tapos na tayo.