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I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a lesbian.
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009, 4/07/2009 04:29:00 PM

The heat is getting in to me. Ugh I just hate that feeling when your nape is flustered and you feel like falling--yeahp, heat stroke. Gad demmit global warming!

As of now, my April is fully booked. Naks. Haha. Debuts everywhere, party, swimming, province. Ahh yes, this is the life... Naaat. How can I have fun when I'm waiting anxiously for my TDT results? And what if I dont pass? My whole Summer will be ruined. And yes I will be all emo, trying to kill myself while asking what the fuck went wrong. Haha eww.

So yeah, my TDT (Talent Test) is already done! @.@ I really felt like God was challenging me in every way possible :))
First off: I DONT FEEL INSPIRED WHEN IT'S RAINING--It rained like hell during my exam then stopped when it was finished :| No kidd swear.
Second: Tanja specifically told me to bring lots and lots of erasers--guess what? I FORGOT TO BRING ONE. :|
Third: Tanja also said that I shouldn't peek on other people's works 'cause I will get pressured--and yes, I did look. I can't resist it! Sarreh.
And lastly: I PRACTICED SO HARD ON DRAWING HARD ELEMENTS SUCH AS THE HANDS, FEET, AND FACE STRUCTURE--the statue that we were supposed to draw had no arms, feet were covered by its dress, and had no head. BRAVO.

It was a 4-hr cemetery drive. But it was super fun. I didnt know I had it in myself!--drawing famous statues and the like. I'm so proud haha! And the thought of not having an eraser makes me more proud! =)) So if I dont pass, I'll still be glad I got that far :)

But amidst this bliss, I am down. I cant give anymore, there's nothing left. But I can't let go.