eloquent and self assured
an artist's grasp of insecure
I fashion the most unlikely ideas. I sometimes scare the crap out of myself. I am nocturnal. I am conceited. I'm a mess. Writing is my escape, jotting down kept
emotions is fun (try it haha). I may elaborate way too much on a simple thought, so feel free to stop me whenever you want. My mom lets me
carry a swiss knife whenever I go out. I am a very random person, hello XD I PMS like a betch. I am in love with Katy Perry :3 And no I'm not a
lesbian.
Cheers.
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Six kinds of glue
Monday, August 31, 2009, 8/31/2009 04:04:00 AM
Addict na ko sa Burger Shop, shit stop me. :|I have 3 major Papers to be submitted on Wednesday, and instead of doing 'em I'm blogging while Burger Shop is paused :)) NOT FUNNY. UGH. I have sipon pa :c
Uhm..
Hey if ever you're reading this, I hope you're doing fine already. And I'm sorry, still. Advanced happy birthday :)
I wanted you to change, to be mature, to be realistic and to let loose your grip. And now that your eyes have been open to the real world where commitment isnt as easy as you think... Im scared. That you might wander off and realize you're missing out on a lot of things because of what we have. And yes, sometimes I feel that. But when I heard it from you, I felt devastated. I dont think I can even handle the thought of you wanting someone else. Now I know how you felt, 4 times in a row. Fuck. Why must my Scorpio traits reign all the time?
I'm sorry. I cant even count how many times I've hurt you. And I dont want to anymore. Breaking up isnt gonna fix us, 'cause we both know there isnt anyone else better to have. You're a part of me now, to the point that there cant even be a ME without YOU. Yeah, that's as shmaltzy as it gets. Basta, I know you're not my rockstar and you dont go with my "artist" lifestyle, I have more vices than you, I am more outgoing and rebellious, I hate your PC games, You hate my drinking habits, You're more mature in some ways, Im too selfish sometimes... We might have realized we lots of differences far too late, but I'm super duper thankful you stayed.
We're making great progress, I can tell. 2 and a half weeks of no fighting, man that's a new record! XD
Anyway, c'mon Peng... Press the exit button NOW! You can do this!
Bye.